I make the perfect fucking milkshakes

That definitely surprised me. Thank you…

I have a feeling that I’m going to make a horrible mistake, no matter what I choose.

I feel stupid because I still think about you every day, and I know I must almost never cross your mind anymore and I’m sure when I do it’s negitive. One day, I won’t think of you anymore. But for now, I can still be happy with someone else. I just long for the fun days we used to have. Time for me to make new fun memories with someone else. Now I just have to get the courage to ask her to be mine.

I found my self a very pretty girl who, so far, likes me. We don’t have a lot of the same interests but we do have enough in common. I like her. She is definitely different, but I like her. She still makes me feel all shy but i feel like I’m starting to open up a little more. She learned a lot of stuff about me today and she still seems pretty interested in me, which is very surprising to me. I hope I don’t scare her off.

I feel like I went into a coma last night and this is all a dream. I don’t feel right. I feel like my mind is creating a reality for me to live in. Today was just way to weird. I don’t even know how to explain it. I just want to wake up and be back in reality. How can I just wake up? How can I prove this is, or isn’t real?

Three months ago, I said that I knew my life was about to change, and I was right. Now I live a totally different life. New house, new car, new friends, new outlook. Everything can change so quick. I’m not sure if I’m happier now, but I do know that my life is better now. The only thing that I feel that I’m missing is a girl to share it all with but I have a feeling that I will have a great girl soon. If it’s someone I know now, or that I will meet I haven’t a clue, but I hope she is just as amazing as I’ve always wanted. I wish myself good luck on my upcoming life.

Today was suppose to be a good day, now I’m doing nothing. Atleast there is a very pretty girl that wants to go on a date with me, hopefully tomorrow.